"Shopping" in One Borneo, KK ... alone

Firstly, I would like to say sorry because my English is poor but I am still prefer to write in English because some of my friends are unable to read in Mandarin ... Hope you not mind on my broken English ... :)

This morning, 11.10am, finaly I leave from waterless land -"Labuan" . Finaly, I finish my 3 years study there. Around 11.40am, I reach in KK by MASWING. My brother pick me up at airport and we reach his house around 1pm. My brother and I decide to have a movie named "Crazies" on 2.30pm. So, we went to One Borneo - The biggest shopping center in whole Borneo since it was not far from my brother's house.

Every time I came to KK, I am sure I will visit to One Borneo. Sushi King, Old Town, New York New York, Starbuck and some PC Shops, these are the shop that I always visited in One Borneo. Of course I am always visited to the Gloden Screen Cinema in One Borneo too!
Why not some shop that selling cloths? Since I said "shopping", why didn't include any fashion shop? Is it I dislike to buy cloths? Nope! I like to but new shirts or new cloths too!! But everytime I passed by the fashion shop, I won't feel like want to buy the cloths for myself, most of the time, I was thinking to buy it for my partner ( girl friend ). But everytime I walked in One Borneo, she is not here! So, I will always tell myself, next time bring her there and we can chose together! I like to buy cloths, but is for her, not for myself!

Don't know why, I always walked alone in One Borneo. Sometimes I will call her when I found some nice shirt but do not know she like it or not. So I will call her. In the end I still didn't buy that cloths and always decide to wait for the day I bring her to Sabah. But that moment, I mean the time I call her was so sweet for me. At least I know she was so happy when heard that I want to buy cloths to her... :)

Today, everything different, totally different from before ... I walked alone in One Borneo as usual after the show "Crazies" while my brother study for his exam in Starbuck. When I was walking, I saw a lot of fashion shops, this time I was so upset! The shops and the cloths make me thinking of her! I don't have the chance to hold her hand and shop with her anymore... I miss her very very much that time! But I know, I can't phone her... do you know the feeling? I felt so lonely that time...

Yesterday when I was still in Labuan, I told myself to leave every bad things and bad memories in Labuan and don't bring it out from there... but I am so weak, I still cannot do it!! haih ...

Anyway, it feels better after I wrote it here ... I know I will recover but I need some more time. Tomorrow morning, 6.55am I will leave from Sabah and would not coming back so soon. I hope that everything will be fine and become normal soon. I really hope it!

Chin Kah Arng ... hope to see a new CKA soon ...

最后的一天...

明天是我最后一天在Labuan了!后天就可以离开这咯!明天也是我要完成读书生涯最后一张考试纸的一天!很值得记录下来吧?

要离开这里了!想起那时刚踏进大学,什么朋友都没有!后来认识了一大堆!哈哈!原本想做一个很平凡很平凡的学生,早上或下午去上课,然后就回房看着电脑...不想参加什么活动,想很平静的过着平凡的三年...谁知道,忙碌的生活与跑活动的日子还是远离不了我!朋友的"陷害"让我加入了学会,开始了不平凡的大学生涯!

现在回想起,还真的要感谢那位朋友的陷害!让我的大学生活不是以白纸结束!我的大学生活,很精彩!一起划船,一起打打羽毛球,一起做生意,一起出去走走,一起被老师骂,一起读书,一起喝酒,一起疯,一起傻!也许在其他的大学里也都会有这样的回忆,可是我很肯定的,在我这小小的学校里,朋友之间的关系,肯定会比较亲切的!每天见面,就算去到街上,也很容易碰面!Labuan太小啦!谁谁谁去拍拖,很容易就碰见了咯!晚上出去还可以去哪?McD咯!只要去到那就很容易可以找到要找的人咯!呵呵!

三年,不长不短,却让我很难忘记...朋友,要分开了,记得我们曾经拥有过的每一段回忆!记得我们曾经在这小小的一栋楼里上课,考试!记得我们没水的日子,每天得上下楼去装水.记得我们一起熬夜读书做功课!记得我们被老师骂!记得我们时常ponteng!记得我们一起去外面过夜!记得我们好几个人一起挤在车上!记得所有的事情!将来,当我们回想起来时,一定是很甜美的回忆!

有美好的回忆，肯定也有伤心的事情。要回去了，我希望不只是我，那些也和我一样，有着伤心的心情的朋友们！希望你们可以把伤心丢下！好像我一样！我已决定把我的伤心丢下了！回去时，我要重新开始我的心生活，做工，享受自己赚自己花的日子！我会好好的，而且会更加的好！我会开始为我的人生目标前进的！希望你们也是！为自己加油！为自己努力！不要在将来后悔当初没努力！

在此，我要感谢所有的朋友！谢谢你们给我的美好回忆！谢谢所有的lecturer，谢谢你们的教导！我一定会努力的！:) 朋友们，加油吧！要保持联络哦！

往事只能回味...

昨晚做了件对不起她的事，很内疚。今天很诚实的告诉了她我做的事...好没有理智的事情。什么事我就不说了！

今早和朋友去拍照，可是没完成所有要拍的照片，就回房了！
因为当时很内疚，觉得应该告诉她我愚蠢的行为。就信息了她。结果自己也没心出去了，决定回房！
她应该对我很失望！陈佳昂既然做出这样的事... 跟她道了好多好多歉！头脑好不清醒！很沉重，心里也很不舒服！
我以为我放下了她，可是好难哦！

告诉她了之后，她说不怪我...更让我伤心...躺在床上，不知不觉睡着了...起身时已经是两小时后...起身后，心情平静了好多，头脑也清醒了好多！
决定上网看看email，发现她在上网...
决定碰碰运气，看看她会不会和我聊聊！
我很诚恳地和她道个歉！
她说她并没有怪我...
聊了很多！也舒服了很多！
我们答应彼此都要过得好好的！这也是我想从她口中听到的话...
我们打了勾勾，就一定要做到！
我也会做到，只是需要些时间...

我们也答应不再提往事，现在开始往前看!过去的就让它过去吧！
知道吗，当一个人决定放下，而且双方都答应会好好的活下去的时候，那种“放心”的感觉，你可以感觉得到吗？我可是深深的感受到...
雨后彩虹很快就会出现，我们有的是大把的时间享受人生！
我会活得好好的！
往事只能回味... 往前看吧！
我们一起各自加油！: D

依然是朋友...

今天是22号，这件事发生在昨天晚上...
我们分手了...
真的分开了，和平分手...
分手时，我很平静...
可是之后我的心好沉好沉...

我们谈了很久，为了双方，我们决定分开看看世界，以后有缘相遇再顺其自然吧！
我们两个并不是不会想的人，我承认以前的我是，可是有了你，我不再是了！彼此想了很久，也给过自己机会，可是结局还是不变，我们在一起快三年的感情，结束了...

回想起我们在一起的经历，真的很怀念...
我们一起努力读好书，做好自己的事。虽然相隔两地，我们却心里明白，彼此的心都在哪...
烦恼，失望时偶尔想起她就会不轻易放弃，这时如果有句“昂，加油！”就更加的不用说，仿佛就好像全身是力量涌上来！她...就是我的动力...

偶尔回家，有时半年回一次，一定会约她出来，看看戏，吃吃东西，就算坐在车上兜风，也都会很开心，因为我们一年见面的次数，十个手指也可能只是刚刚好够用罢了！
有时出门，还得偷偷的，得看看你爸爸有没有在，这也是我们的惊险并难忘的回忆吧！

我有好多的事情还没完成:
我想买束大大的玫瑰花，送给她，男朋友怎么可以没送过花给女朋友呢？
我想把我们开心甜蜜的合照放上我的blog！
我想买架我有的相机送给她，这样我们可以一起去拍照！
我想开个秘密户口，我们可以一起存钱！
我想带她去世界各地旅行，看世界！
我想以男朋友的身份去他家，一次也好！
我想帮她拍很多很多的照片，让她当我最自豪的模特儿！
我想以第一份薪水买一对名牌情侣表，带在我们的手上！
我想为你庆祝一次你的生日！
我也想买条项链，不要普通的那种，亲手帮她戴上！
好多的我想，可是却在昨晚，通通的都得埋起来了！


远距离恋爱不容易，我以为我们很厉害，可以挨得过三年大学生活。
结果，快要三年了，昨晚算起的话，就只剩下7天我就离开大学了，没想到却要独自一人离开...
没得怪谁，也没有谁对谁错，时间到了，也许就该放手！更何况我们彼此都想得很清楚...并不是随随便便的决定。而且，我真的已经很努力的挽回了。

听着歌，想起好多我们的歌曲！
“挥着翅膀的女孩”，这是我生日你唱给我当作生日礼物的歌，每次我开来听，朋友都会问我是谁唱得那么好听，我都会很自豪的说“我女朋友”唱的。然后我就会开得大大声的！哈哈！

“暖暖”，这是你唱给我听的歌。你说过“其实你很好，只是你自己不知道...”其实，你也很好，真的...至少在我内心里，你是最好的...

“三个愿望”，这是你说很好听的歌要送给我。“第一个希望你能健康开朗”，“第二个希望你更懂体谅”，“第三个希望我们每天有话讲”。好感人的一首歌... 这三个愿望，现在应该只能实现第一个了！

“我的依赖”，这首歌你说很好听的。我是你的依赖...现在已不再是了...

“做你的男人”这首歌更有意义，你那时说笑说要我做你的男人，24小时不睡觉，要保护你...当时大姐二姐听到我常自己唱这首歌，还笑我...

“礼物”，这也是很好听的歌，“每个人都有一份礼物，就是为另一个人付出”。现在的我已经失去了这份礼物了...

最后一首歌，“小手拉大手”，这是你用电话录起来给我听的，你的手小小的，我的大大的，所以你说很适合我们...就送了这首歌给我。现在我们却得放手...

你唱的歌，你给我听的歌，都会成为我的回忆，甜蜜的回忆。虽然现在很难过，可是总会过去的！

看着我们的照片，也想起很多我们惊人的事情：
偷偷的约会已经成为我们的习以为常的事情，其实也不算偷偷啦，大多数的人都知道。
两次去KL走走，却两次都被人偷东西，一次是电话，一次是电脑包包。
我们一起去云顶...
我陪你回KT...
两次圣诞...
还有好多好多...
可是，三年了，我们并没有彼此为对方庆祝过生日，生日时我们都在各自的学校。觉得有点遗憾...

最后一次见你...
最后一次抱你...
最后一次合照...
最后一次摸你的头...
都应该在二月吧！
真的好久没见到你了，不知下次见面会在多久以后... ...

我们的回忆，会永远记在我的脑子里，不会忘记！谢谢你给我的这些，和你在一起的日子，就算辛苦，也是甜蜜的！值得的！记得，我们分开后，却依然是朋友！请不要忘记我...

你是个好女生，希望你永远快乐！为自己而努力，这是你说的。时间可以冲淡一切...希望将来某天我们见面时，可以很自然的打个招呼，甚至聊聊天...

我们各自加油吧！写到这里，我已经把想说的话全吐出来了，也许还漏了什么，现在也一时想不起...就这样吧！
我把我们的回忆，留在这里，现在起，我会为自己的梦想及理想而努力下去，失去爱情，路还得走下去。我会好起来的，希望你也是！
我会好好的计划我的人生，毕竟我也快要开始工作了！所以，你也要好好的规划哦！

为自己努力，好好照顾自己！加油！

Masquarade Nite 2010

Activity: Farewell Dinner for SSIL 3rd year student

Title: Masquerate Nite 2010 - Let The Mask Dance

Organizer: PMSSIL Sesi 2010/2011

Venue: Tiara Hotel Labuan
Date: 11th April 2010

Time: 6pm

This was really a great night! I like the night very much!

Ah Gui, Chat Liang, Me, Rachel, Sin Wei, Poh Chie, Dou Dou, Carol, Ann Nee, Shannel and me decided to stay outside for the night. We chose Manikal Beach Resort because of the cheaper rate.

Around 1pm we went to Manikal and move our bags and everything there. Wilson joint us to Manikal but didn't stay here that night. Then Chat Liang and I went to swimming in the swimming pool! hehe ....

Around 4.30pm, we start to prepare ourselves, for the girls, they start to make up! Girls really really slow! haha ...

Ah Gui, Wilson, Me and Chat Liang

Nothing special for my suit cos i didn't have any west to wear! haha .. and I don't wish to wear so many things on my body because I need to hold my camera and walk here and there as a photographer, wearing tie really hard to work! So, i prefer to wear like this ... :P

Around 6pm, we (the boys) reach to Tiara Hotel!

 Well, the girls ... they reach around 7.30pm ... =.= really "slow"... haha ...

The photos below was the group photos for our table...

Forgot to say we need to wear the mask during the night! But we were not used to it so many of them prefer to take it down .... :P including me who need to take photos! hahaha!

This is the pengarah ( the head of organizer ) for this night! His name is Eswara, an indian who really good in talking and speaking! :)

Well done, Eswara!

After the speech, the dinner started. Besides that we had a lot of activities! We had Lucky Draw, Award Giving for Dean List, Final Year Project, Best Lecturer and King and Queen! I was so surprised that my group's get the "Best 3D Animation Award"! I didn't think about it before since we get a lot of negative comments from examiner and lecturer! Anyway, I was so happy! :P

After the activities! It's time to "Let The Mask Dance"! hehe ...

Do you know who is this? haha .. he was the dean of SSIL! He enjoy so much, right ?

hehe .. he was a dean who was very sporting!

This was the photo for SSIL 3rd year students and lectures

Well, after this night, we all will going to graduate! We will be seperated into different places! Friends, take car of yourself, ok ? I wish we all have a bright future and try your best in everything you did!

Don't forget the time we are all in UMSKAL together and don't even forget ur school, SSIL!

Take care ... :)

For more photos, kindly visit http://kaharng.com/ ... thank you!

New kaharng.com

kaharng.com had change the layout again !! :) This time, I decided to modify kaharng.com into a system so that people can download the photos album from the website! Anyway, they have to get the password from me in order to download the album! Different album had different password! :)

"I am the creator of the kaharng.com website which is also my brainchild. My interest is photography and I would like to share it with others. On this site, you will find my personal designs and also various photographs taken during phases of my life. These photographs tell story of my life journeys and collect memories along the way.

The main purpose of creating this website is to allow my friends to easily access and download the photos taken together. Through my website, I also wish to share with the visitors those beautiful moments i had captured with my camera.

Visitors are also welcomed to join as a fan of KA's Life Photography on my facebook page.

I hope to make continuous improvements to kaharng.com to improve its services to its visitors.

Last but not least, I would like to say thank you for the supports and encouragement I received. Without them, kaharng.com would be impossible! " 

( by Kah Arng, kaharng.com )

Kindly visit to kaharng.com if you are free ya !

http://kaharng.com/

- Thank you -

We Are All In This Together ~

"We Are All In This Together" is a nice song from High School Musical ! Besides that, it is also the title for the album that I am proceed now for my dear SSIL friends ... :)

This is the cover for the album! The charactor is the "maskot" for SSIL, my school. :)

This album is created to collect all the information of SSIL student. With this album, we can contact each other easily in the future. This album also created as a memory for our Uni Life~ :)

This is one of the example in this album! I collect all the information from all the students and create this flip album!

This is the first album that created for SSIL too!

I hope that I can finish it before we leave SSIL school. But it is quiet hard to get the information from them because we didn't have any class more!

Anyway, I will try my best and hope you all will give the cooperation to me! Thank you ~ :)

Final Year Project and Presentation !

Hi all, I had a long time didn't update my blog. So sorry because I was really busy for my final year project and finally it was over ... :)

The story bagan when I back to Labuan after Chinese New Year! It was really a hard time for me when I back to Labuan! I can't really remember all the details but I won't forget the feeling for this month ( March )! Every day I have to sleep late for Final Year Project which was a 3D animation - "The Tortoise and The Hare" ... It is ok for me to sleep late, but one day my LCD screen spoilt! I can't do anything with my personal computer! So I had to use my laptop to continue my work! After some days, my laptop spoilt too! I am so bad luck and so pity ~~~ :(

I think and think adn think again ... how I can continue my work ? This is a group work! My 2 other members also using personal computer and none of them having a laptop! In the end, we have to carry our CPU to DK Alpha ( a hall ) to continue our 3D animation! We did this for 2 days! We carried our CPU from 4th floor (my room), 1st floor ( Ah Gui's room ) and 2nd floor ( Dou Dou's room ) to DK Alpha~ ~ very pity ~ and they have to bring along their LCD Screen! Luckily i still can get a LCD from Uni Trade! hehe ... so, this was the unforgetable experience amd memory for me! Luckily we still managed to complete our works! :) Thanks to Ah Gui and Dou Dou for their hard work ! :)

This was the 3D animation that we had created!

Although we had to rush for our final year project, we did have another assignment! The whole month we all were busy for our assignment! Non-stop! But thanks god, we still manage to complete all the assignment and project ! hehe ...

Finally, it came to 30th March which was our presentation date! We spend a lot of hard time for finaly year project and finally the day was came! :)

See~ We are so smart is it ?? haha ...

This photo took on the presenatation date!

From left : me, dou dou and ah gui

In the presentation hall!

We are the 1st group to present! So nervous and excited! One day before presentation, we had done the practice in front of Shannel! Thanks Shannel to listen to our presentation and give us the advice ya! :)

Anyway, we still feel very nervous but don't worry every thing done smoothly! I feel that we had a good presentation! hehe ...

My presentation

But unfortunately, we didn't get the good comments from examiner! May be because this was the first time that we did a 3D animation, we learnt from zero! We don't have any experience on it so we can't produce a good animation. Anyway, our supervisor quiet satisfied with our works! haha ... never mind la, it's over already! hehe ...

Although it didn't has a happy ending for our final year project, but it's over! I feel very very relax after this presentation! haha ...

Dou Dou and Ah Gui, thank you for the hard works! Mr Esmadi, thank you for your supervise! All the consultants, thank you for your cunsultations! I really learn a lot when doing my final year project! :)

After final year project, it come to the end of my universiti life! I left 3 papers to complete and 1 industry training! After that it is my graduation time!!!! yeah ~~ :P

I can't wait to work! haha ..

In the end, I hope that I can did well in everything and good luck for all of my friends ~ :) See you ~