Sunday, July 25, 2010

张惠妹 -- “原来的我”

突然间好想写写blog...昨晚才回到居銮,睡了一下,5.30am就起身做还没做完的工作了!6.30am, 我那可爱的敏敏就来“舅舅,舅舅”的叫了,吵着要玩电脑,根本没什么做到工!
刚和朋友去打羽球回家,觉得运动真的能使自己精神一点...

可能是这几天有点觉得累了,回到家也没好好的休息。想起了好多事情。
一路回家,在车上听着CD,张惠妹唱着齐秦的一首歌“原来的我”,超好听,歌词又好有意思。顿时脑海里出现很多很多的画面...

“...曾经爱过,却又分手,为何相爱,不能相守,到底为什么?
    ...早知如此,何必开始,欢笑以后代价就是冷漠 ...”

这首歌,我听了又听,觉得歌词真的很好。张惠妹唱得真的很好听!虽然是旧歌,可是我就是喜欢它的词和她的歌声...

感触很多,可是没以前那么强烈吧!
希望明天会更好!加油咯!

明天又得回KL了!一个月里发生好多事情,都不只如何说起了,实习生涯,只剩下最后一个星期!大家还好吗?都有学到东西吗?:)
而我,学到了很多哦!以后会在KL发展下去,希望我能以事业为重吧!

只是突然有些感触,写着写着,又不知要怎么继续了!哈哈!
最近好多和我一样的人哦!哈哈,流行吗?不过,
我的事已经过了三个多月了,淡了...你们呢?
给那些和我一样习惯了两个人的生活可是现在却一个人生活的人,一起加油吧!
还是得快乐的走下去的哦!: D

晚安! :)




Monday, June 28, 2010

最近的我...

好久没有sign in 我自己的blog了!快一个月没有留下痕迹...
如果你问我,最近过得好吗?我也不知怎么回答你。可能会回答“有时好,有时不好“吧!
实习也有7个星期了。是学习到很多,只是有时候会很想睡觉!哈哈!每天过着一样的生活,早上起床,吃早餐,上班,下班,煮饭,吃晚餐,休息,睡觉!第二天起来,还是一样。唯一也许不一样的事,就是晚餐外面吃!星期五放工后,有时会回家,有时会留在KL过两天!这星期实习,是第八个星期了!还是过得很系统化!Program好的那样!哈哈!

有时候,觉得生活很没有乐趣!可是做工时,我却很享受做工时忙碌的感觉!尤其是你完成交待的工作时,那种感觉,很棒!我是做IT的,会看很多的coding,当我完成了一个program,真的会很开心!我想,有学programming的朋友,应该会明白吧!:)

前两天,也就是星期六,我又回家了!回到家,睡家里的床,真的很舒服!敏敏会跑来要“舅舅”抱!要我开电脑给她按!玩完了会帮我按电脑开关关电脑!会唱歌给我听然后叫我拍手!真的很可爱!呵呵!很想带她去玩,可是很累!不过,她真的很可爱!

你看,她可爱吗?我们都很疼她哦!
想看更多照片,请按这里

除了敏敏,做工后,才会想到要多陪陪家人!真的,现在会想回家,陪爸爸妈妈看看电影啦,一家人带敏敏去Kluang Mall玩啦等等!也可以看看外公外婆!回家,虽然会累,可是感觉真好!:)真想一家人去旅行,走走,拍照留念!:)
现在呀,没女朋友,就没地方可以去,呆在家也好!哈哈!

星期六晚上,是益人社会服务中心庆祝十周年纪念的日子,这也是我回去的目的之一!当然,我拍了几张照片啦!几张而已!
益人,也是个值得去的地方!说真的,益人让我明白了好多事情!我想,它不止让我成长,也让很多青少年成长吧!没有益人,也许我不会在社会里感觉到大家庭的温暖吧!虽然我当义工的时间不长,可是还是很庆幸,我又这个机会!妈妈常说,以后我们要回馈社会,帮助更多人!希望有一天,我能做得到!用我有的能力,帮助更多有需要的人!:)


 这些都是益人里曾经付出过的义工们,希望大家能继续在自己的地方帮助其他有需要的人!:)
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“益人,一个属于你我的地方!”这句话一点也没错!我不会忘记那份温暖!大家加油啦!:)

现在的我,快开始真正工作的日子了,对我来说,真的是另一个新生活。什么都要想,什么都要计划好,薪水怎么用,住哪里比较好,怎样才能比较省,每天应该做什么等等...
有些朋友说我的生活没什么乐趣,什么都计划好,好象programming那样,program好了自己的生活!哈哈!你们觉得呢?
对我来说,有计划才能过得更好,不是吗?我是这样想的!呵呵!
有时候,我还是会宠一宠自己的啦!我也会享受的!:)

不管怎样,我还是会很努力的做好我该做的事!之前很渴望有个伴,所以走错了一小段路,觉得内疚。希望我接下来不会再走错了,走我应该走的路!
大家一起好好努力吧!为自己的将来,好好的奋斗!加油咯~:)

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Wesak Day

Date : 28th May 2010
Venue : Kluang

It was Wesak Day! It was the holiday! Yeah ~  I rush back to Kluang one day before it after I get off from ISAT!! :P

After working and facing the laptop for a long time. I do not have any mood again to on my laptop at home! hehe .. The things I did at home were play with my niece, cook, sleep and accompany my family! haha ..

Anyway, this was the 1st time I went to the temple at Wesak Day and the first time I took the photos for  "花车游行" ! My 50mm lens was broken, it was really hard to take the photos at night ! hehe .. anyway , here I would like to share some photos with you all ! Hope you all will like it ! :D

If you are interested for other photos, you are welcome to view it HERE ! :P


Have a nice day ~ :)

ISAT Group Dinner

Date : 19th May 2010
Venue : Sheraton Imperial Hotel, KL

This was the 1st group dinner for me ! hehehe .. it was a buffet at Sheraton Imperial Hotel ! A person cost RM1++ !! But luckily it was a group dinner for company! haha .. so we no need to pay it! :)

We went day after work, then we start to eat and eat and eat ! I was so so so full! For me, the food were all nice and delicious! But for some of them, they said the food before a better then now ... I also not sure .. anyway, I was damn full until cannot walk !! haha ...

I wont forget about the orange juice that I order! It cost RM24 !!! Luckily I no need to pay for it! hehe .. next time should be aware, do not order any drinks except plaine water !! hehe ...

Here I would like to share some photos with you ! :) If you are interested for more photos, you can visit HERE .. thanks ... :)





Have a nice day ~ :)
 

Internship ... :P

Hi all, it is really a long time i din't update my blog ... so sorry. I was really busy for my internship. My internship started from 10th May until 30th Junly 2010! I just came back from lunch and take some time to update my blog! hehe ... :)

I am currently conducting my intership in ISA Technologies in KL. I learnt Microsoft Sharepoint and ASP .NET here .. very fun but a btit tired! hahaha .. Everyday are same, wake up at 7.15am , come to office around 8.15am and reach here around 8.45am . Working time start from 9am until 5.30pm . After went back home, it was around 6.30pm already, some time will late until 8pm!! haha ... after that, i start my "cooking course" at home ! Now i was able to cook! Yeah ~ :P After cook and eat and bath, it was about 8.30pm ... I felt very tired already ! hahaha .. no more energy to on my laptop again, sometime i just went out and have a movie in Sunway Pyramid which opposite my house! Sometime I straight away sleep until the next morning ! :P

During the internship here, I learn a lot ! It is hard sometime but I think I still manage to do it! Anyway, I hope that I was able to do well in everything ... It was a new life for me, a new starting. I should try hard to get what I want ! Hope you all too! :)

Here I post some photos about my Internship Life ... share my life with you all ! :) Take care , my friends ! :)

1st day , it was 8am in the morning .. still got 1 hour to spend ! :P

Parking coupon

Wilson Peh Wey Sheng

Caroline Tan

ISA Technologies

It was still early, no people come yet !

Our seat .. at the pantry .. hahaha .. because the company is insufficient of table.

Delicious ? I cook one! :P

Just some simple but nice food ! wahaha ~~

   

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Maison Au Choux

Long time didn't post anything here ..
I was so so so busy after back to Kluang from Labuan ...
2nd May 2010, I went to Johor Bahru for food photography, a very interesting and unforgetable experience ...

Maison Au Choux - This is the name for the shop in one of the shopping center in Johor Bahru. They are decided to do some advertisement. So they have to take the photos for their food!
Thank you to Sze Ying and her boyfriend to let me have a try on on it. I did not have any experience on food photography but they still give me a try. Thank you so much! Anyway, I was so satisfy on my work! haha ... I learn a lot ! :)






These are some of my work ... :)

How about it ? Is it delicious ? haha ...
I hope that these photos help them a lot! If you are interesting on other photos, you may visit the URL below ...

Hope I can post more and more of my products here to share with you all soon ... :)

Thursday, April 29, 2010

"Shopping" in One Borneo, KK ... alone

Firstly, I would like to say sorry because my English is poor but I am still prefer to write in English because some of my friends are unable to read in Mandarin ... Hope you not mind on my broken English ... :)

This morning, 11.10am, finaly I leave from waterless land -"Labuan" . Finaly, I finish my 3 years study there. Around 11.40am, I reach in KK by MASWING. My brother pick me up at airport and we reach his house around 1pm. My brother and I decide to have a movie named "Crazies" on 2.30pm. So, we went to One Borneo - The biggest shopping center in whole Borneo since it was not far from my brother's house.

Every time I came to KK, I am sure I will visit to One Borneo. Sushi King, Old Town, New York New York, Starbuck and some PC Shops, these are the shop that I always visited in One Borneo. Of course I am always visited to the Gloden Screen Cinema in One Borneo too!
Why not some shop that selling cloths? Since I said "shopping", why didn't include any fashion shop? Is it I dislike to buy cloths? Nope! I like to but new shirts or new cloths too!! But everytime I passed by the fashion shop, I won't feel like want to buy the cloths for myself, most of the time, I was thinking to buy it for my partner ( girl friend ). But everytime I walked in One Borneo, she is not here! So, I will always tell myself, next time bring her there and we can chose together! I like to buy cloths, but is for her, not for myself!

Don't know why, I always walked alone in One Borneo. Sometimes I will call her when I found some nice shirt but do not know she like it or not. So I will call her. In the end I still didn't buy that cloths and always decide to wait for the day I bring her to Sabah. But that moment, I mean the time I call her was so sweet for me. At least I know she was so happy when heard that I want to buy cloths to her... :)

Today, everything different, totally different from before ... I walked alone in One Borneo as usual after the show "Crazies" while my brother study for his exam in Starbuck. When I was walking, I saw a lot of fashion shops, this time I was so upset! The shops and the cloths make me thinking of her! I don't have the chance to hold her hand and shop with her anymore... I miss her very very much that time! But I know, I can't phone her... do you know the feeling? I felt so lonely that time...

Yesterday when I was still in Labuan, I told myself to leave every bad things and bad memories in Labuan and don't bring it out from there... but I am so weak, I still cannot do it!! haih ...

Anyway, it feels better after I wrote it here ... I know I will recover but I need some more time. Tomorrow morning, 6.55am I will leave from Sabah and would not coming back so soon. I hope that everything will be fine and become normal soon. I really hope it!

Chin Kah Arng ... hope to see a new CKA soon ...

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

最后的一天...

明天是我最后一天在Labuan了!后天就可以离开这咯!明天也是我要完成读书生涯最后一张考试纸的一天!很值得记录下来吧?

要离开这里了!想起那时刚踏进大学,什么朋友都没有!后来认识了一大堆!哈哈!原本想做一个很平凡很平凡的学生,早上或下午去上课,然后就回房看着电脑...不想参加什么活动,想很平静的过着平凡的三年...谁知道,忙碌的生活与跑活动的日子还是远离不了我!朋友的"陷害"让我加入了学会,开始了不平凡的大学生涯!

现在回想起,还真的要感谢那位朋友的陷害!让我的大学生活不是以白纸结束!我的大学生活,很精彩!一起划船,一起打打羽毛球,一起做生意,一起出去走走,一起被老师骂,一起读书,一起喝酒,一起疯,一起傻!也许在其他的大学里也都会有这样的回忆,可是我很肯定的,在我这小小的学校里,朋友之间的关系,肯定会比较亲切的!每天见面,就算去到街上,也很容易碰面!Labuan太小啦!谁谁谁去拍拖,很容易就碰见了咯!晚上出去还可以去哪?McD咯!只要去到那就很容易可以找到要找的人咯!呵呵!

三年,不长不短,却让我很难忘记...朋友,要分开了,记得我们曾经拥有过的每一段回忆!记得我们曾经在这小小的一栋楼里上课,考试!记得我们没水的日子,每天得上下楼去装水.记得我们一起熬夜读书做功课!记得我们被老师骂!记得我们时常ponteng!记得我们一起去外面过夜!记得我们好几个人一起挤在车上!记得所有的事情!将来,当我们回想起来时,一定是很甜美的回忆!

有美好的回忆,肯定也有伤心的事情。要回去了,我希望不只是我,那些也和我一样,有着伤心的心情的朋友们!希望你们可以把伤心丢下!好像我一样!我已决定把我的伤心丢下了!回去时,我要重新开始我的心生活,做工,享受自己赚自己花的日子!我会好好的,而且会更加的好!我会开始为我的人生目标前进的!希望你们也是!为自己加油!为自己努力!不要在将来后悔当初没努力!

在此,我要感谢所有的朋友!谢谢你们给我的美好回忆!谢谢所有的lecturer,谢谢你们的教导!我一定会努力的!:) 朋友们,加油吧!要保持联络哦!

Friday, April 23, 2010

往事只能回味...

昨晚做了件对不起她的事,很内疚。今天很诚实的告诉了她我做的事...好没有理智的事情。什么事我就不说了!

今早和朋友去拍照,可是没完成所有要拍的照片,就回房了!
因为当时很内疚,觉得应该告诉她我愚蠢的行为。就信息了她。结果自己也没心出去了,决定回房!
她应该对我很失望!陈佳昂既然做出这样的事... 跟她道了好多好多歉!头脑好不清醒!很沉重,心里也很不舒服!
我以为我放下了她,可是好难哦!

告诉她了之后,她说不怪我...更让我伤心...躺在床上,不知不觉睡着了...起身时已经是两小时后...起身后,心情平静了好多,头脑也清醒了好多!
决定上网看看email,发现她在上网...
决定碰碰运气,看看她会不会和我聊聊!
我很诚恳地和她道个歉!
她说她并没有怪我...
聊了很多!也舒服了很多!
我们答应彼此都要过得好好的!这也是我想从她口中听到的话...
我们打了勾勾,就一定要做到!
我也会做到,只是需要些时间...

我们也答应不再提往事,现在开始往前看!过去的就让它过去吧!
知道吗,当一个人决定放下,而且双方都答应会好好的活下去的时候,那种“放心”的感觉,你可以感觉得到吗?我可是深深的感受到...
雨后彩虹很快就会出现,我们有的是大把的时间享受人生!
我会活得好好的!
往事只能回味... 往前看吧!
我们一起各自加油!: D

Thursday, April 22, 2010

依然是朋友...

今天是22号,这件事发生在昨天晚上...
我们分手了...
真的分开了,和平分手...
分手时,我很平静...
可是之后我的心好沉好沉...

我们谈了很久,为了双方,我们决定分开看看世界,以后有缘相遇再顺其自然吧!
我们两个并不是不会想的人,我承认以前的我是,可是有了你,我不再是了!彼此想了很久,也给过自己机会,可是结局还是不变,我们在一起快三年的感情,结束了...

回想起我们在一起的经历,真的很怀念...
我们一起努力读好书,做好自己的事。虽然相隔两地,我们却心里明白,彼此的心都在哪...
烦恼,失望时偶尔想起她就会不轻易放弃,这时如果有句“昂,加油!”就更加的不用说,仿佛就好像全身是力量涌上来!她...就是我的动力...

偶尔回家,有时半年回一次,一定会约她出来,看看戏,吃吃东西,就算坐在车上兜风,也都会很开心,因为我们一年见面的次数,十个手指也可能只是刚刚好够用罢了!
有时出门,还得偷偷的,得看看你爸爸有没有在,这也是我们的惊险并难忘的回忆吧!

我有好多的事情还没完成:
我想买束大大的玫瑰花,送给她,男朋友怎么可以没送过花给女朋友呢?
我想把我们开心甜蜜的合照放上我的blog!
我想买架我有的相机送给她,这样我们可以一起去拍照!
我想开个秘密户口,我们可以一起存钱!
我想带她去世界各地旅行,看世界!
我想以男朋友的身份去他家,一次也好!
我想帮她拍很多很多的照片,让她当我最自豪的模特儿!
我想以第一份薪水买一对名牌情侣表,带在我们的手上!
我想为你庆祝一次你的生日!
我也想买条项链,不要普通的那种,亲手帮她戴上!
好多的我想,可是却在昨晚,通通的都得埋起来了!


远距离恋爱不容易,我以为我们很厉害,可以挨得过三年大学生活。
结果,快要三年了,昨晚算起的话,就只剩下7天我就离开大学了,没想到却要独自一人离开...
没得怪谁,也没有谁对谁错,时间到了,也许就该放手!更何况我们彼此都想得很清楚...并不是随随便便的决定。而且,我真的已经很努力的挽回了。

听着歌,想起好多我们的歌曲!
挥着翅膀的女孩”,这是我生日你唱给我当作生日礼物的歌,每次我开来听,朋友都会问我是谁唱得那么好听,我都会很自豪的说“我女朋友”唱的。然后我就会开得大大声的!哈哈!

暖暖”,这是你唱给我听的歌。你说过“其实你很好,只是你自己不知道...”其实,你也很好,真的...至少在我内心里,你是最好的...

三个愿望”,这是你说很好听的歌要送给我。“第一个希望你能健康开朗”,“第二个希望你更懂体谅”,“第三个希望我们每天有话讲”。好感人的一首歌... 这三个愿望,现在应该只能实现第一个了!

我的依赖”,这首歌你说很好听的。我是你的依赖...现在已不再是了...

做你的男人”这首歌更有意义,你那时说笑说要我做你的男人,24小时不睡觉,要保护你...当时大姐二姐听到我常自己唱这首歌,还笑我...

礼物”,这也是很好听的歌,“每个人都有一份礼物,就是为另一个人付出”。现在的我已经失去了这份礼物了...

最后一首歌,“小手拉大手”,这是你用电话录起来给我听的,你的手小小的,我的大大的,所以你说很适合我们...就送了这首歌给我。现在我们却得放手...

你唱的歌,你给我听的歌,都会成为我的回忆,甜蜜的回忆。虽然现在很难过,可是总会过去的!

看着我们的照片,也想起很多我们惊人的事情:
偷偷的约会已经成为我们的习以为常的事情,其实也不算偷偷啦,大多数的人都知道。
两次去KL走走,却两次都被人偷东西,一次是电话,一次是电脑包包。
我们一起去云顶...
我陪你回KT...
两次圣诞...
还有好多好多...
可是,三年了,我们并没有彼此为对方庆祝过生日,生日时我们都在各自的学校。觉得有点遗憾...

最后一次见你...
最后一次抱你...
最后一次合照...
最后一次摸你的头...
都应该在二月吧!
真的好久没见到你了,不知下次见面会在多久以后... ...

我们的回忆,会永远记在我的脑子里,不会忘记!谢谢你给我的这些,和你在一起的日子,就算辛苦,也是甜蜜的!值得的!记得,我们分开后,却依然是朋友!请不要忘记我...

你是个好女生,希望你永远快乐!为自己而努力,这是你说的。时间可以冲淡一切...希望将来某天我们见面时,可以很自然的打个招呼,甚至聊聊天...

我们各自加油吧!写到这里,我已经把想说的话全吐出来了,也许还漏了什么,现在也一时想不起...就这样吧!
我把我们的回忆,留在这里,现在起,我会为自己的梦想及理想而努力下去,失去爱情,路还得走下去。我会好起来的,希望你也是!
我会好好的计划我的人生,毕竟我也快要开始工作了!所以,你也要好好的规划哦!

为自己努力,好好照顾自己!加油!